this little heart of mine

Let me holla at you for a sec. Why do you keep doing this? You really cant keep throwing me into the deep end knowing all to well I do not know how to swim. You just cant. We are supposed to be partners. But you leave me wandering with these guys called “feelings”. Frankly I do not know what to do with them half the time. But you! I wouldn’t mind if it was the same lot but noooooooooo you decided that I shouldn’t prosper. I just can’t win with you. So you throw me in a different pool every time. Why though?

But guess what? I found the perfect solution for you. Your not so best friend brain has advised that we lock you away for safe keeping. You are clearly out of control and I believe this assertion to be true. Because I have had first hand experience. Unlike you,he has my best interest. I mean you had one job! just one. But no. You decided pumping blood was too boring for you. So you go frolicking around looking for your next unsuspecting lot of feelings. Shame on you! I am out of your circle for now. And till you learn to behave, I will be working with brain for now.

And to you Sir/madam or whatever you prefer your gender, do not go thinking you have arrived at your destination. Your maker said not to lean on your understanding. So careful what you pitch to me next because I will pack you into tiny little boxes including one for trash. Wait am I angry? No my dear. I am just intentional about living healthy. and it starts with the two of you working together for my good….